In the fray

Life is good.
Some relationships have never been stronger.
I'm still doing things that are just for me.
Work is challenging and exciting (albeit sometimes frustrating).
I am trying new things (hellooooooo "Jazzerciz").
I've met some people recently that I think could really turn into life-long friends.

But, part of me continues to get caught in the fray of...giving too much of myself on things I shouldn't; a nagging feeling that the gap is widening between me and people I care about most; feeling 'left out' or 'behind' or 'annoying'; feeling like I may ~never~ find someone; etc.

If I read this, I'd naturally think, "This person just craves drama!" But, I really don't! I just have a little button in my head that gets triggered by these very specific things. ..

Of course, I remind myself to go back to that first statement - life IS good. It really is.

So, what gives?